Biography

I start to love how the World is being craved, there must be some negatives to see the positive things in life. . I don't have any greatest enemy, as long as what you'd done did not affect me.

And lastly, please don't expect too much from me, I'm only 22 this year. Of course, please do not fake me like a kid, I'm going 22 this year. Yeah. Thanks.

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Sweetdesires

My one and only wish is for World Peace, ok it kinda stupid and I'm not Miss nice, so my next wish is that everyone will live happily and healthily. As what Lin said, health is wealth.

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Linksboard

Meet the people I love

Jielin
Tricia
Yujing

Rachel
Wencai
Huiwen
Liting
Jingyi
Shermain

The last letter

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Goodbooks

Harry Potter 1-7
The edge chronicles 1-6
Totto-chan
Tuesdays with morrie
The curious incident of the dog in night time
Memoirs of a geisha
Yakuza moon
Alone
Hide
Say goodbye
The other daugher
Mindfreak
The girl with the dragon tattoo
Lovely bones
The neighbour
Live to tell
Cold warriors
I am god

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Creditorials

Credits to them

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Others:
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Saturday, February 28, 2009

FEB twentyeight[SAT]
Rules:Once you’ve been tagged,
you are supposed to write a note
with 15 random things, facts, habits, or goals
about you.

15 weird facts about me:

1 I like to watch series drama before i sleep.
2 I like to drink a cup of hot milo after eating something spicy.
3 I like to jot down quotes in my Death note book.
4 I like to ask people to wake up in the middle of the night.
5 I like to sour icecream i don like it sweet.
6 I like to burp into the mic at kbox.
7 I like to eat subway without tomato in it.
8 I don't like to do anything before i sleep.
9 I don't like to be the last one to end off an sms.
10 I don't like to eat fish but i like stingray.
11 I don't like to wear the same colour of slipper.
12 I like to write many many things into my dairy i don't like it blank.
13 I like to stuff many chocolate into my mouth and bite them.
14 I like to watch horror movie although i will be scare.
15 I like to wear long long pad even if it's in the afternoon.

[=

TAGGING: meiling and ahgirl!


Self declaration of the day:

The 8th month, will be the last month.
No more crush, no more tears.

Not much is needed to explain now,
because it's all over.

[=

I want to live happy,
and i will live happy.

[=


70 sit-ups [DAU EIGHTY SIX],
tILL tHEN.

Friday, February 27, 2009

FEB twentyfour[TUE]
We went over to Alvin's house
for a Movie Maryton.

"WE" included:

1 Abu
2 Alvin
3 Emerlia
4 Huiqi
5 Kelvin
6 Liting
7 Shermain

Again,
not all of us was there.
Ate and Ahjie were not there.

Anyway,
ALVIN LOOKS SO CUTE WHEN HE JUST WOKE UP !

Haa.

I'm serious.
He looked so blur,
with his thick hoodie jacket
and
his damn messy and fizzy hair.
So cute la !!

Anyway,
we watched three movies:
1 Dodge ball
2 50 first date
3 Dude, where's my car?

Well,
the third movie
is totally
damn Damn DAMN DAMN lame can!!

Believe me.
haa.

Classic of the day:
Abu and i
were in msn chatting.

Abu: Tml go alvin house,
i will leave early.
Hqi: huh?! why?
Abu: I want go buy chicken.

-.-''

Well,
i didn't know
chicken can be so much more important than us.

haa. kidding.
[=

70 sit-ups [DAY EIGHT TWO]

FEB twentyfive[WED]
A brand new day
started at 3pm today.

Why was that so?

Simply because I woke up at 3 today.

-.-''

Anyway,
other "BRAND NEW" of the day are:
1 Brand new phone plan
2 Brand new phone
3 Brand new lipgloss
4 Brand new pink rubberband

thought of having brand new blogskin,
but i realiseed,
NOTHING'S BETTER THAN MY CURRENT ONE.

[=

loves.

Anyway,
my two sister plus my mum
went over to ben10 for dinner.

I love the dessert.
Imagine:

It's chocolate icream,
with chocolate powder being sprinkled
and bananas surrounding it.

After the delicious chocolate,
there's lots of
WHITE-LOOKING-THING
which will make you think is cream,
but,
IT'S NOT!
it's actually very tasty vanilla icream.
It's sweet and it's soft.

Beneath that vanilla icream,
there's corn flakes
which damn tasty
when you ate it together
with the chocolate fudge at the bottom of the glass.

Now you know,
why i like it.

(;

70 sit-ups [DAY EIGHTY THREE]

FEB twentysix[THURS]
Meet up
my deartest yuan and ahgirl out today.

Oh ya!
I put on thick Thick THICK make up today!!

=D!

First,
we went over to Novena
to visit my ahma.
Well,
I seriously though ahgirl would know
how to speak direct
since he always visit his ahma.
In the end
he said,

"my ahma knows alot of languauges."

-.-'' ok.
now i know,
i've to get somebody else to acc me to visit my ahma huh.

haa.

After visiting,
we wanted to take a bus over to Orchard.
But then,
it was raining.
The only problem was that
there's three person,
and only an umbrella.

[=

I pulled yuan along
and we walked in the rain.
Well,
Ahgirl was sweet enough
to shelter for us,
while he walked in the rain.

Isn't that sweet?

-.-'' ok.
it's sweet ok.

haa.

We went over to cine to sing
and had RED MEATBALLS for lunch.
(only yuan and ahgirl will know)

Ate joined us after we went in.
ROOM 83-
damn Damn DAMN DAMN HOT room ok!
But
it was alright after awhile.

[=

Anyway,
ahgirl was damn shy la.
but shy shy shy,
in the end he also got sing.

The funny thing was,
every song he said he don't know.
But,
he duet with us almost every song.

Haa.
At least everyone sang a little.

[=

After that,
Ate left for her movie,
and well,
we left for our movie too.

It was My Bloody Valentine 3D.
And yes,
it was VERY BLOODY
and very gross.
If Rec is number one,
this would be number two i guessed.

Oh ya,
this movie is not for weak hearts too.

[=

Anyway,
guess why was it M18?

Because
there's naked men and women.

Guys definitely won't fall asleep.
I'm serious.

Haa.

-.-'' OK.

Classic of the day:
Ate Ahgirl yuan and i
were in Kbox.
We were deciding what song to sing for our solo.
While deciding,
we were scrolling down the song page.

Hqi: Ate faster!
which song you want!
Ate: huh~ but then
wo zhi hui liang ge ren chang de ge. . .
Ate: ok lo. di si shou.

-.-''

haa. ok.

70 sit-ups [EIGHTY FOUR]

FEB twentyseven[FRI]
I slept for 13 hours,
and woke up at 4pm today.

And i guess,
it's not really a good day for me huh.

Yes,
you said you rather it be an happy day,
than the next moment
i'm sad or angry.
Does it mean that
you don't trust me anymore?

You asked me to think of you
as you're afraid what might happened
after you tell me,
and so what do you think i will do?

Get out of the train and leave you there?
or maybe i will not talk to you for one whole day?
or you think I sit down there and cry?

Darling,
when did you last saw
i lost control of my emotions
in front of you?

I can't even remember it myself.

You said,
you have thought of my feelings
and that's why you don dare to tell me.
So what do you think are my feelings?

Darling,
if you were me,
really think about it,
would you rather i told you,
or would you rather
i make you find our yourself?

You said you won't hide anything else from me,
and i waited for you to tell me.
And when you didn't say anything
i asked you.
But when i asked you
you said you're stress.
And in order not to let you stress,
I make myself not to ask.

So,
why did you gave that promise,
when you won't fulfil it?

I know you are stress,
i know you don know what to do,
but it's really alot easier
if you can just tell me straight in the face.
We can solve it together,
i'll feel better,
and i guess you won't feel as bad as now,
right?

I'm not blaming you,
i'm just disappointed in you
when you know about it and simply said an "Oh".

I just need to cool down
and think about what i should do.
Darling,
you should think about it too.
And if your stand is still the same as those smses,
then i guessed,
I'm really speechless.

That's all folks!
=D!




70 sit-ups [DAY EIGHTY FIVE],
tILL tHEN.

Tuesday, February 24, 2009

PHOTOS- CLASS MOVIE :
MY DARLING MEN, MY CLIQUE =)

PHOTOS- SBWANG:



BLUR IS NICE =D!:

Monday, February 23, 2009

FEB twentythree[MON]
Shuang yue ahgirl
and
met up darlyn instead.

Ps la ahgirl,
i know you love me,
won't nag me for one week de horx?

^^ haa.

Anyway,
darlyn,
don't let me nag you again,
if not,
don blame me for telling si,
made her scold you,
and tell that particular person
to scare him away.

You hear me?

Darlyn,
I'm doing this for your own good-
you should know better.

Classic of the day:
I was in hosiptal when my daddy called.
He wanted to ask my sister
to buy food for him later.
So when my sister and i
were at lakeside,
my sister called my daddy.

Sister: daddy, ni yao chi she mo?
daddy: zhe mo leh?
Sister: just now, ni bu shi ask me to buy food?
daddy: orh...
daddy: wo chi bao liao.

-.-''

Haa.
I guess my daddy has stm huh?



70 sit-ups [DAY EIGHTY ONE],
tILL tHEN.

xoxo:
bzm ld ad zm cduhk enq nmd shld,
bzm ld sdkk ghl, czqkxm rlnjd?

Rules:
Once you’ve been tagged,
you are supposed to write a note with 15 random things,
facts, habits, or goals
about you.

1 my eyes are damn dry now
2 there's a pimple on my forehead that hurts
3 my sister is sitting beside me now
4 i miss my grandma
5 my daddy's going to sleep soon
6 i want to be evil and tell someone else somthing
7 my mind are blank now
8 i'm thinking what to write
9 i love msn crispy
10 i love food
11 i love cold drinks
12 i don love plain water
13 i don know how to swim
14 i know how to sycle
15 yes. finish.

tagging: ate abu ting ahgirl darlyn muiling.

Sunday, February 22, 2009

Alice Mettel. Faye Dart.
Chapter Seven.


I’m Faye. Faye Dart.

Ever since I’m with Kane, everyday was a beautiful day. I love to have lunch with her. I love her to ask me for comments for her clothing. I love to see her smile. I love the way she talked to me. I love everything she did. And I love her for being my partner for the night.

When we walked into the ball, everybody was looking at her, and only at her. I’m really proud to have such a gorgeous lady by my side.

When we found Eric, we walked towards him. My heart skipped a beat and I thought, was it because I’m shocked to see Eric’s partner for the night was none other than Alice, or was it because it wasn’t me who stood beside Alice; it was another man, and it was Eric.

I love Kane, but why, when this happened, my heart skipped a beat? When they turned and walked away, with Eric’s hand over Alice’s shoulder, why did my heart ache? Why?

I did not know why, and I do not know what to do, because this was the first time in my life, I felt like this.

I do not like uncertainty and I hope, this would be the first, and of course the last time I feel this way.


“Faye. Faye!” Kane called. I saw her lips and I realized she was calling me. I cleared away all thoughts and smiled at her.

­Get something to eat while I go to the washroom alright?

She nodded her head and walked away. I stretched my neck and looked around; trying to spot where was Eric and Alice. I walked towards the washroom’s direction, thinking about what the both of them are doing and this was when I saw Alice walked out of the washroom.

“Erm, hi,” Alice said.

I smiled at her and she flushed. She looked away and I recalled the incident. That incident when I was in Jennifer’s. That incident when I was drunk. That incident when I kissed her.

I guessed we are having the same thoughts now; I flushed and looked at her. She returned my eye contact and we stood there awkwardly for a moment.

“Erm, if there’s nothing else, I’m going back to the ball,” she informed.

I smiled and she turned her back on me. I walked into the washroom and saw Eric in there. He was leaning against the wall.

“Buddy, you took so long to come!” Eric exclaimed. I was shocked.

“You were waiting for me?!” I moved my lips.

“Yes, obviously I am. I told you ‘you took so long to come’,” he read my lip, answered my question and stared at me, not breaking our eye contact.

I remembered the last time he behaved like that was when he told one of his previous girlfriends not to be rude at me. He slapped that girl and told the girl never to appear in front of us again.

“So what was that you want to tell me?” I asked, not beating around the bush,

“I just want to inform you, I saw what you did in Jennifer’s that particular day,” He said. I looked up and I saw him stared at me.

“And just what did you saw?”

“You, being drunk, kissed Alice on the lips,” he stopped, walked towards me and pushed me against the wall, “and you know what? I read your lip, you said ‘Kane’!”

I was shocked. I stared at him, wondering what he said was true. I tried to recall, but it did not came to my mind; I do not remember myself calling her Kane.

I stood up straight and inhaled deeply. I cleared my thoughts, and it started to come into my mind, why does it matter if I called her Kane? Kane is my girlfriend.

“I know kissing Alice is wrong, but Kane is my girlfriend. It would be wrong if I know she is Alice, I called her Alice and kissed Alice!” I explained, “Kane is my girlfriend!”

He took a step in front, and I moved backwards. My back touched the wall and I could not move anymore. He move forward, and our eyes were in level.

“It matters,” he whispered, “if it hurts Alice.”

“Eric, I really do not want to say this but,” I paused, “you have got bad breath!”

I covered my nose with my hand and glided away.

“I drank alcohol just now! Of course it stinks!” He said.

“Well Eric. I know you really like Alice. And I know you would not talk to me the way just now, unless is real important to you. State what you want me to do,” I told him.

“Do not hurt her again, if she feels better talking to you, let her talk. If she thinks it will be even better if the both of you do not stay in contact, then be it.” He looked at me.

“Do you get what I mean?” I knew that he was serious and I nodded my head.

“To me, Alice is a wonderful friend. You, do not hurt her like how to will do to the other girls. Do you hear me?” I asked.

“No, I can’t hear you.” He smiled and continued, “But I understand you.”

Finally, the battle was over.

He walked out of the washroom, and I thought, what was in Alice that attracts him so much. I really wonder why.

This was when, I’m started to be more interested in her.



Chapter One:
http://cardreysaggistica.blogspot.com/2009/01/alice-mettel.html
Chapter Two:
http://cardreysaggistica.blogspot.com/2009/01/alice-mettel_11.html
Chapter Three:
http://cardreysaggistica.blogspot.com/2009/01/alice-mettel_18.html
Chapter Four:
http://cardreysaggistica.blogspot.com/2009/01/chapter-four.html
Chapter Five- a special chapter:
http://cardreysaggistica.blogspot.com/2009/02/alice-mettel.html
Chapter Six:
http://cardreysaggistica.blogspot.com/2009/02/chapter-six.html


To be continued.
Chapter Eight will be up on 29th Feb.

FEB twentytwo[SUN]
I'm getting real bored
these few days.

I want a job,
i need it.

But well,
if i can't find one,
then i shall save from my pocket money then.

It's still a solution.

[=

Anyway,
somthing interesting to share,
i was watching korean version of Metor Garden,
and
one of the main lead said this:

"早起的虫子会早死"

And why did he said that?
Because:

"早起的鸟儿有虫吃"

Well,
now that you know,
it's not always good to be early huh?

Haa.
That's all folks.



70 sit-ups [DAY EIGHTY],
tILL tHEN.

xoxo:
no. i want to live happy.

Saturday, February 21, 2009

FEB twentyone[SAT]
你知道为什么
我喜欢迟睡觉的感觉吗?

理由很简单啊:
如果我迟睡觉, 我就不会胡思乱想了.

每当我躺在床上时,
我的脑子
就会不由自主地想着
今天所发生的一切.
它也会盼望着
明天,
到地会发生什么事.

然而,
最最苦不堪言的是那些
让我期待着
却不可能会发生的事.
或者是那些
明知道一定会发生,
但我只能祈求它不会发生的事.

所以,
我喜欢迟睡觉.

我喜欢每当我很累时,
一跳上床上就可以
马上进入梦地世界里的那种感觉.

因为
就只有这个时候,
我的脑子才是一片空白.

如果有一天,
你也有烦恼,
可以试着迟睡觉.
各一天,
心情会超好的哦!



70 sit-ups [DAY SEVENTY NINE],
tILL tHEN.

xoxo:
I hate bitch and Bastard.

Friday, February 20, 2009

FEB eighteen[WED]
So,
Sembawang wasn't as good as i expected huh?

In Sunplaza
they have mac, kfc and cinema,
but without Daiso and Giant.

In Sembawang shopping centre,
they have Daiso, Giant and starsbucks,
but without mac kfc and cinema.

Why can't they just combine them together?

But still,
even if that really happens,
it can't be as good as Jurong Point.

Well,
I'm just bias.

[=

Anyway,
interesting/meaningful phrases
i found in the internet:



REMINDERS FOR LITING, ABU AND AHJIE-


let this crush continue,

If in the end

I'm hurt,

I'm going to tell myself

It's gonna heal.

I may struggle through sometimes,

I may break down and cry,

But i'm not afraid anymore

because i know

Ate will said,

"Don't be sad, i'll think of a solution!"

Abu will said,
"No point. Zhen de no point liao."

Yuan will said,
"Forget it."

Jielin will said,
"Xing fu, shi yao zi ji qu zhen qu de."

Be it be harsh words

or motivation for me

I know,

they will be there for me.
And maybe then,

I will learn to let go.

But now,

no more grumpy faces,

no more tears.

No,

not anymore.

I'm smiling,

because i'm happy,

again.

70 sit-ups [DAY SEVENTY EIGHT],

tILL tHEN.

xoxo:
bgnnzgihd, at xzn ihn sz gzn lz?

Tomorrow will be another extraordinary day again. Goodbye world ♥
12:31 AM

Tuesday, February 17, 2009

PHOTOS FOR THE DAY :