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I start to love how the World is being craved, there must be some negatives to see the positive things in life. . I don't have any greatest enemy, as long as what you'd done did not affect me.

And lastly, please don't expect too much from me, I'm only 22 this year. Of course, please do not fake me like a kid, I'm going 22 this year. Yeah. Thanks.

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My one and only wish is for World Peace, ok it kinda stupid and I'm not Miss nice, so my next wish is that everyone will live happily and healthily. As what Lin said, health is wealth.

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Friday, September 30, 2011

27.09.2011 (TUE)

Nowadays, I'm like having tour around army camp. Today is Bedok camp, yesterday was Dieppe Barrack and Khatik camp. Thursday Amoy Quee camp.

And it's free somemore.

"重要的不是他有多好，而是他对你有多好。"
-twitter

"The measure of a truly great man is the courtesy with which he treats the lesser man."
-anonymous

^^

Oh ya! Saw that cup? I want that! But, I do not know where to get.

-.-

Haa, and that's all folks!



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Tuesday, September 27, 2011

26.09.2011 (MON)

I wonder if this happened to someone else too. Whenever I have a long long day. A day when I'm really tired. Mentally exhausted. A day I just want to lay on my bed and let the time pass. Use my phone. Hug my booster and breathe slowly. Whenever I have such day, there'll be a particular person i'll think of.

I always wonder, is it because this person gave me comfort, or is it because this is somebody that I want to rely on?

Haa, I wobder. But whatever it is, I thought of this person again.

Goodnight.



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Monday, September 26, 2011

25.09.2011 (SUN)

Thanks Alvin Leow for lending me his beloved camera, for typing out instruction how to use just in case I forget and for lending me his newly new lens.

:D

Highly appreciated!



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24.09.2011 (SAT)

In the end we OT all the way till almost 530 before heading over to BBQ at Mr Soh's home. And unexpectedly, the one we chatted the most is Mrs Soh.

Had a little Sake, white wine, fresh prawns, wings, stingray and fruits. Seriously, all the food there are quite nice. Even the beehoon. Haa, either we're too hungry, or it's really really nice!

A saturday gone like that. 

But at least I had fun at the BBQ and tomorrow don need set alarm!

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23.09.2011 (FRI)

So, I'm attached to Cluster 6 which consist of 4 camps. Khatik camp, Dieppe Barrack, Amoy camp and Bedok camp. It's kinda difficult to explain to the others what I'm doing because even I'm confused what's exactly I need to do.

Anyway, F1 RACE IS ACTUALLY QUITE COOL. Though I became quite boring after a while but it's quite cool how can they go at 300km/hr?!! It's super fast. AND LOUD. haa.

Chilled a while and Emerlia went off, left Wen Alvin and me. I can't believe we actually can htht till almost 430 before heading home. Worst is, tomorrow need to report to work at 930am at chaichee.

-.-

I foresee a busy week.

"全世界只有一个自己，所以，要多爱自己一点。"
-twitter



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PS: This is my first time entering an army camp. I really got to say, they all look alike!! Haa.

Saturday, September 24, 2011

22.09.2021 (THURS)

"You may say I'm a dreamer, but I'm not the only one. I hope someday you'll join us and the World will live as one."
-Song lyrics

4pm, we had a conference call with HQ and it was announced we will be withdraw from NLB and be doing DSTA project. Basically we're contractor handling Northern and Eastern army camp sites.

I won't say it's totally uninteresting and turns me off. It's just sudden and causing alot of confusion.

Hopes everything goes well!

Oh ya. I went to buy sticker today and the lady asked me, "BUYING FOR YOUR CHILD AR?" Seriously do I look soooooooo old?! So I asked her, "DO I LOOK SO OLD TO HAVE A CHILD?!" she replied,

"Oh, no la. So, is buy for your friend's child la?!"

Omg. At that point it's so funny la!! Why must it be child? You mean I cannot buy for myself?! Haa!

And that's all folks.



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21.09.2011 (WED)

做事认真
要有同情心
要高
带我吃宵夜
懂对与错
要很贴心

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OMG. you saw that? It's Jack's necklace from meimei. She also bought this Jack button sticker for my iphone. It's damn cute can! Haa, I remember when i'm in thailand with my gfriends, I saw a Jack necklace but there's only one piece and had alredy rust.

Oh's well! Thanks meimei!

^^
Ballet was fun today! Learnt new stuff again, though I still haven really got it yet, BUT one day I will. Loves.

And lastly cry when you need to, and then let go when it's time.

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Thursday, September 22, 2011

20.09.2011 (TUE)

OFFICIALLY ADDICTED TO MAYDAY.

Haa, at least addicted to mayday for the next two weeks. Bought 2008 concert and I can't wait for more. That kinda band that can do live is really damn awesome. Ft island, mayday. Strong ones.

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"飞向那被夺走的天空"
-Mayday



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Tuesday, September 20, 2011

19.09.2011 (MON)

You can see smiley faces everywhere.

^^

I'm on leave today, and I'm glad I did. Spend quality time with my family from breakfast to klunch and doing passport, steamboat for dinner and finally ended my day with Mayday 3D movie concert. And IT'S TOTALLY AWESOME. Mayday live is really good, Ashin's vocal and the way he sang it makes the songs 很动心. It was really good. 20$ worth it ar! Haa.

:D

"We never really grow up. We only learn how to act in public."
-twitter

How true.



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18.09.2011 (SUN)

No photo. Because I'm on Otaku mood today. Watch amine and drama and listen songs and sleep and laugh and wait for my parents to come home. Yeah, basically I'm at home the whole day.

Haa. Goodnight.

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Monday, September 19, 2011

17.09.2011 (SAT)

Met up Ahgirl, yuan and Kenneth for singing session at csc!! Haa. Super cheap for a saturday, about 14$ from 2pm to 7pm. Haa.

The greatest thing that can happen is that we asked Ahgirl to help us shop for dress and top at Thailand, and he says ok!

^^

Not that he'll definitely able to get something because he's going with a bunch of guys, but, hoho, it's the thoughts that count. I can't wait. Haa.

:D

"If your presence didn't make an impact, your absence won't make a difference."
-twitter

True enough. But some are just like oxygen. You don't sense their presence but when they are gone, you'll die. 有些人很象空气，感觉不到他的存在，但没了他你就会窒息.



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Saturday, September 17, 2011

16.09.2011 (FRI)

My mummy specially cooked this for us to drink because I told her I have cravings for it before I came home.

She reminded me that daddy and her won't be home from sat to sun, and have asked duajie to come home earlier. She even told me to get friends for stayover. I asked her why, and she said,

"因为我怕你怕"

Up till now, my mum is the only person that won't switch off my room's light even after they are home. She's probably the only one that will allow me to sleep with the lights on too. She had never scolded me for wasting electric, nor had she ever bring up the topic why are you afraid.

After all these times, I feel very touched and loved by the way she understand me. It made me feel that home is the only place that I can be the way I'm really am, be afraid of all those nonsensical things that people usually will not be conscious of, and allow myself to really show my fear Because, I know my family accept all of my fear and never question them.

I don't know what I'll do without them by my side. I love them so so much. Maybe even more than myself.

Such sentimental post again. But then again, who cares.

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HAPPY 21ST BIRTHDAY SHIJUN! though he won't see this, but I genuine wish him happy birthday.

OH YA, when we taking photo he said, I'm a little drunk, aren't you scare I'll do something to you?!

Hi Shijun, if you really wanna do something you really wouldn't tell me beforehand! Haa.

What a cute little boy. But this time, he seems a little not like the person I used to know. A positive change.

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HappyBirthday.

15.09.2011 (THURS)

"A million words would not bring you back, I know because I've tried, neither would a million tears, i know because I've cried."
-tumblr

Oh. How emo.

Attended Shijun's 21st birthday. Left in the photo is my duajie, and on the right is yuan, another gfriend I love. Hoho. So my face is red and I don know why.

Anyway, I'm starting to like NLB more, but only at this phase. Because I can literally stay inside the library and not have to stay in the office whole day. Something that I'm glad.

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And lastly, saying love is not out of habit. It's a reminder that it's one of the best thing that happen to me.



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Friday, September 16, 2011

Watery bursted blister.

14.09.2011 (WED)

The train made me late for my ballet class today.

@&$?!@#%*^# 

Still, I enjoy it. But my feet was in damn bad conditions when I danced today. Somehow the shoe manage to drill its' way through the plaster and made the not-yet-burst blister burst. And, cause I was late due to THE STUPID TRAIN'S FAULT,

@&$?!@#%*^# 

I didn't had time to change a new one. When my class ended, I felt like my feet almost rot.

-.-

But yeah, I had one whole week to let it heal before my next class.

"沉默是一种最深的伤痛。"
-twitter

I don't really agree with this, but somehow when I read this, few painful memories return. And it's all about the same; I was crying, but I wasn't speaking.

Hmm, but that's why they said Silence is a girl's loudest cry.

Goodnight!



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PS:
Photo: this is the girl I'm dancing with every week. Oh well's.
我们是一起跳舞长大的伙伴, two of us together with Jocelyn. <3

Thursday, September 15, 2011

13.09.2011 (TUE)

I'm back to running man.

Hoho. It simply made me laugh like mad since yesterday. But happiness is always so short; flashplayer keep crashing if not it's so lagged that it's not audio sync.

BUT, most of the time I really laugh like mad.

^^

Ballet class tomorrow. I'm still not happy that I got this split sole canvas instead of the Sansha pro 1C canvas. Oh well's, whatever it is, already bought might as well like it. Can't wait to step a foot into the class tomorrow!

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Wednesday, September 14, 2011

12.09.2011 (MON)

Monday. Is a very boring day.

Sorry, should be:

Monday. Is a very boring day at work. I almost die trying to understand Samad's point of view. Seriously, the three of us have very strong opinion and very different point of views. In fact, that's not all. I do hope in the end we can come up with an excellent presentation with whatever we've got.

As what Sunako-chan says, if you play around, you'll be played. If you are serious, you'll get seriousness. If you do your best, you'll get the best you can get.

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"Life is at its weakest when there's more doubts than trust; But life is at its strongest when you learn how to trust in spite of the doubts."
-twitter

And lastly, Piglet says, it's awfully hard to be brave when you are only a Very Small Animal.

How true.



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PS:
The girls in the photo posted are two of the few I really love. Oh ya, the photo look very princess-like because it's in HDR mood, heh.

Tuesday, September 13, 2011

Thanks zhengtian for supplying two weeks worth of breakfast for my whole family. Lqtm.

11.09.2011 (SUN)

Jijie and I had a fruitful day.

Firstly, we went to buy ingredients for making green bean soup, then we went to have pizza for lunch, after that we made green bean soup, had a nap together, wait for my parents to come back, had stingray for dinner together and went out for movie My Kingdom.

At the end of the movie mummy and I cried, but jijie and daddy no emotions. And I always thought I got my daddy's genes and jijie got my mummy's genes.

I wonder what's my duajie's?

^^

"可是人生完美的事太少，我们不能什么都想要."
-最重要的决定，范玮琪



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Sunday, September 11, 2011

After a long day, this cup of hot chocolate with marshmallow comforted me.

10.09.2011 (SAT)

Sometimes in life, what you see may not be what it means. There are many things that are needed to be felt by our heart in order to understand. I believe certain ties with friends can never be cut. Time will tell.

"When there are lines upon my face from a lifetime of smiles, we can laugh about how time really flies."
-twitter

And to me, it's really a kind of beautiful belief.

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After meeting up yuan to hunt for her wallet and supper with candy&bf, nuaing on bed is probably the best thing that can happen to me.

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Saturday, September 10, 2011

09.09.2011 (FRI)

I'm on mc today.

Actually felt glad to be on MC. Have a reason to stay at home and not do anything, though I still did my CV and sent it over. Haa.

In my team, though we are not very strong people, we do have very strong opinion individually. I do hope that eventually, we'll turn out to be fine.

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懂得感恩的人，生命里没有任何的苦难；学会宽恕的人，生命里就没有任何的怨恨。



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Friday, September 09, 2011

08.09.2011 (THURS)

Everyday may not be good, but there's definitely something good in everyday. You're my happiness today.



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07.09.2011 (WED)

I had my first dance lesson today. It's totally awesome. Alot of things that Madelene taught was what I had learnt before, not totally but similar indeed.

The coolest one, and is also the one that made my knee hurt, is call Fondue. Basically, one feet on the ground, another above ground pointing to the other leg, bending both legs making them look like a diamond, then straighten out together. Fondue, I like that.

^^

To be honest, I can't wait for the next lesson. I will do my best.



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Thursday, September 08, 2011

06.09.2011 (TUE)

This is the last day of the last external course that we attended, kinda sad actually. Who like good times to fly so fast? No one in fact. And thankfully, we ended our last course with this. Really laughed alot in class, though there were times I wasn't listening and wanted to sleep. Haa.

Tomorrow will be going back chaichi and from then onwards, I'll be going NLB.

Hope everything will go well.



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05.09.2011 (MON)

KIO TIO SAI. Went over to Expo for Borders book fair. Haa, or rather clearance sales. Dig and dig and dig and finally bought this one book at 50%!!

WOOHOO~

It's call Blood Warriors. Please let it be good, haa, I believe it will be.

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I can't help but to think Beelzenef super cute!!

>.<

04.09.2011 (SUN)

I finally signed up for Adult Class Ballet (ADC) from Singapore Dance Theatre. First class, gonna start this wednesday.

Super excited how it's gonna be like, at the same time super nervous. Four years never touch dance, worst still, ballet.

BUT!! I'm happy. Like really really happy, I'm going back to dance. Really.

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I get mad at my mummy for being too selfless. She should treat herself better. I'm not worth it.

最初的优点变成了最后的缺点.

02.09.2011 (SAT)

Sentosa to be gm for the day for Primers' beach day event. Actually, it's quite relaxing. Sun tanning, milktea and volleyball the whole day with wen and sebby. The whole day just make me laugh. Haa.

After that headed off to Ecp for BBQ. The whole of fm academy, Andrew and son, and Clarissa were there. Clarissa told me that my application was initially rejected, but they both pushed it for me.

I'm really really thankful that they did that, and never did I expect that they finally convinced Ms Tan (if not wrong) to reconsider my application and in the end, got into Premas.

Thank you.

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PS:
Oh ya, I had a super great day today. Seriously.

Saturday, September 03, 2011

02.09.2011 (FRI)

Ended early, so met yuan at Jp to chill. Had that super huge urge to sing Kbox or go movie. BUT, cannot. Haa, too bad then.

So, business rotation had finally come to an end. To be honest, it's kinda awesome. I mean, almost everyday get to go off early, can have lunch together and too many times teabreak. Haa, i believe, after deployed to NLB there won't be such "privileges" available huh.

Boohoo!

But the real big concern is, after the project phase, where will I be deployed to permanently?

Hmm, I guess that's all for today.



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Ps:
A true friend is someone who sees pain in your eyes while everyone believes the smile on your face.

Friday, September 02, 2011

Thursday and friday were being atta hed to Ulift department. Took this photo from inside the lift shaft, on top of the car lift. Awesome shit. He even close the landing door and travel up and down inside the lift shaft.

Cool.

01.09.2011 (THURS)

I wanted to have teriyaki salmon today, been craving for that since afternoon but didn't had a chance to have it for lunch. So went meeting benni for dinner, decided on having Sakae, in the end THEY DON HAVE TERIYAKI SALMON DON.

-.-

My god, I can't believe they doesn't have it. So in the end, I had curry instead.

Oh well's, business rotation is coming to an end. Felt happy because I don't have to head over to chaichee every day. But sad too, gonna be separated from the rest.

The days Dylan and Gabriel pampered me will be remembered.

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That's all folks.



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31.08.2011 (WED)

Today is a restless day which I do not know why, maybe missing someone again. Oh, or maybe cause pms.

Haa, had ice-cream with yuan and sat down to chill. I like. Htht always make our hearts become closer. Haa, walked around and saw this super duper uber cuteeeeeeeeeee monster bear! 鬼娃娃. My god, it's so cute la but such cute little thing cost 49$ for the big one and 40$ for the smaller one.

>.<

"十年后，我希望我身边有这样一个朋友，没有名利的牵绊。可以踢开我家的门，招呼也不打随意开我的冰箱，对着一屋子的狼藉说“这次别想我替你收拾”，喝我喝过的可乐催我做饭，把我推进厨房，开始没心没肺的开我玩笑，骂我是白痴笨蛋，最后替我收拾了房间不问我最近过得好么。 然后两个人一起傻笑。"
-twitter



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