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I start to love how the World is being craved, there must be some negatives to see the positive things in life. . I don't have any greatest enemy, as long as what you'd done did not affect me.

And lastly, please don't expect too much from me, I'm only 22 this year. Of course, please do not fake me like a kid, I'm going 22 this year. Yeah. Thanks.

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My one and only wish is for World Peace, ok it kinda stupid and I'm not Miss nice, so my next wish is that everyone will live happily and healthily. As what Lin said, health is wealth.

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Monday, May 30, 2011

MAY twentyseven[FRI] to twentynine[SUN]

30 Days Challenge:
4. Bullet your whole day.

- woke up, feel like vomiting
- head down for breakfast
- ate half an apple, went back sleep
- thanks yuan for packing my bag
- check out
- over to stamp museam
- over to boat museam
- had super not nice wantan mee
- over to Baba and Noya house museam
- drink 9degree drinks
- bought pineapple tarts
- back to hotel
- cab to central
- had malay dinner
- bus ride
- back in Singapore
- cab home
- discuss Aus trip with family and jiahui
- blogging

Hi, I'm back from Meleka trip with ahgirl yuan and ll.

Actually it's kinda tiring and really hot when not in aircon building, but it's a fun trip with really good food! Hoho.

Oh ya, I've finally graduated on 27th may 2011 which is friday. Ok, not I but us. All of us. I'm so happy my parents took leave and came. I wouldn't be so happy if they didn't come. And, thanks zheng tian and zheng long for coming.

After lunch with my parents and send them to the station, cab over to bugis, and the classic thing is WE ACTUALLY MISSED THAT 707 BUS NO. BUS CAN. Wah, and it's Tuas checkpoint and we can't enter by foot. Waited for so long, a Meleka express bus pass by and we hitch a ride.

Oh well's, but it's not free ok. We paid 20 bucks for it. And 20 from dover to bugis and another 20 from bugis to Tuas checkpoint.

-.-''

Haa, but, we should always focus on the positive things in life, at least we had a ride to Meleka!

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First day in Meleka we went to have chicken rice ball and over to Jonker street and had alot of street snacks. We bought mask and did it together at night too. Hoho, but ahgirl keep taking photos and yuan said, FIRST TIME DO MASK TO MANY FLASHLIGHT and we all can't help but to LAUGH LIKE MAD. In the end, the mask like wasted off.

Second day in Meleka we did alot of things. Two churches, classic museam, two shopping malls, Noya dinner, Meleka I, boat tour, Palawan street for like 10mins only, took colourful traishaw, Jonker street, back to hotel to play games, drink then FINALLY sleep. It's really fun la, though it's super tiring too. Oh ya, and we had photo spam today.

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Third day, which is today, was probably the worst. Woke up feeling sick. Thankfully ahgirl brought Bo Ji Wan and panadol. Went back hotel to sleep while the three of them had breakfast. Thanks yuan for helping me pack my bag when I'm sick on bed and can't move. But Bo Ji Wan really helps to relief the symptoms man. It reminds me of Thai trip with beloved gfriends. haa, cause I was sick on the third day too.

Anyway, yup. What I had done today, I've bullet it rhrough above for the 3o days challenge.

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Okay, I should go to shower and drink warm tea. My body's warning me immume gonna be down, hoho. And yeah, lastly, happybirthday benni.

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Friday, May 27, 2011

MAY twentysix[THURS]

30 Days Challenge:
3. A book you love.

Not including those literature books, the first book I'd bought is Geisha, A life by Iwaski Mineko. Always a good book. A all time favorites.

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Hi. I'm officially NOT with Laneige anymore. Yep, today was my last day at work. And it was terribly tiring. On my last day of work, I have to do stock, do the price tag and check sales, which for the last one I didn't manage to complete it.

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Movie with Jocelyn, KUNGFU PANDA 2! Haa, not a bad film, little Po is super duper CJWD cute like shit, heh. More chillax session soon.

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And lastly, dear Jocelyn: remember, don't do things that doesn't make you happy.
Alrights, gonna pack my bag for tomorrow's Maleca trip and gradation! Hehe.



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Thursday, May 26, 2011

MAY twentysix[WED]

30 Days Challenge:
2. Something you feel strongly about.

There's alot of things that I feel strongly about. Not just one, not just two. Many. The first thing that's ever so important to me I guess is being positive and to react positively to situation. But to be truthful, it's not always easy. But being able to think positively can change my view on things, people, circumstances.

I started to think positively back in 2004. Things were quite bad for me. But I'm glad there's Jocelyn and Peisi around me. Lyn taught me to be positive and react positively even if it seems like a negative situation. Look, the keyword here is seems, because if you look carefully, there must be a little good in everything. If it's bad, don't worry. The storm can't last. That's the good part. If it's good, it's even better. It's already good.

I swear it's not easy in the beginning. But when Think Positive has been drilled into my mind, you see that everything becomes beautiful.

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Oh yeah, I slept through my whole afternoon away. Though I woke up late morning to fetch my jijie home from the market because it was raining heavily. Yeah heavily, until I reached the market and the rain becomes droplets.

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Oh well's, head over to JP. Dinner with yuan and ll and over to SP to collect robes from Tow. Hoho, I presume my period is coming because I'm losing appetite again. Haa, and yeah! I think I'm gonna cut my fringe tomorrow morning. Just wondering should I really?

:X

Haa, we shall see. Goodnight humans. Time for Schemes of a Beauty.



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Wednesday, May 25, 2011

MAY twentyfour[TUE]

30 Day Challenge:
1. Five ways to win my heart.

Filial. Compassionate. Caring. Remembered what I'd said. Mature.
Oh well's, it might change, since you know, people changed.

And yeah, you know? People changed.

I sort of understand that now. Or rather, I sort of believe it now. No, I don't think it's somthing negative. Rather, I thought being beable to accept it is a kind of virtue. It's easier for me to go on dates. Have small chats with gfriends. Going short getaway. Even quiet dinner with my family. You see, I realised once I come to accept it, I don't have to hang tightly onto something that have changed.

People changed, and hearts moved on. If it's good, it's good. If it's bad, it'll become better.

And since I'm at it, I just wanna say I really really love my family, Daddy Mummy Duajie and jijie, my gfriends which include, not in order who's more important, Jielin Rongyuan Tricia Ruyi Towpeng, Hyattist girls, Huiwen Emerlia Liting Shermain Ate, my dear Ahgirl Darlyn and Meimei.

Love is a strong word and it represent people that I need in my life. These are also people that came into my mind first. Haa, and nope, I don't have a boyfriend, but if I have one and I truly love him, he'll be in that list.

Alrights, back to track. I WATCHED PIRATES TODAY WITH YUAN LL AND AHGIRL. It's awesome, but it's from a fan's point of view. I really like Captain Jack Sparrow even though I dO not know why, haa. I can't wait for XMEN FIRST CLASS, TRANSFORMERS, AND HARRY POTTER! WAHAAHAAHAAHAA.

I like movies.

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And lastly, goodnight.



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Tuesday, May 24, 2011

MAY twentythree[MON]

KBOX with Candy!! It was super duper cheap. Usually if you go at 12 am to 3 am, it's like 30 over dollars. Tonight it's over 8$! Happy, cause can save money again. Haa. Great time over at Kbox, laughing away, haa.

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I wanna cut my fringe, but I'm not sure what should I cut. Or I'm thinking should I just not cut and let it grow even longer? Haa.

And today I thought of Em alot. Maybe cause I saw your facebook hyattist message. I wonder has she went for Knight Frank interview? Or even better, already signed the appointment? Maybe I should just drop her a message tomorrow to know how is she doing.

Haa, and the grestest news of the day:
PREMAS CALLED AND TOLD ME I'LL BE DEPOLYED OVER TO CCK ITE WEST.

Oh my god. I was kinda worried for the last few weeks if I'll stay at Chaichi. Finally, my heart feels kinda light. Haa. And to add on, tomorrow I'm gonna catch Pirates.

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YEAH. Apparently, today was another good day.



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Monday, May 23, 2011

MAY twentytwo[SUN]

Sometimes, I really think that you take me for granted. Find me when there's nobody else to acc you. I really dislike it when you don't reply my messages for so many times and yet you can reply twitter so damn fast. And it turns me off. First person in my whole list of followings that I wouldn't want to see their tweets. But I won't stop being good to you, because what you do is your karma and how I react will be mine. And, even how angry I am, eventually I still can't bare to be mean to you. That's how I am. And this is how I feel today.

I know about your stories more than you know about mine.

Alrights, meet up gfriends at JP to buy ZhengTian's present and headed over to Raffles for his 21st birthday celebration. Actually it wasn't a boring celebrating. In fact, it's quite fun. Probably because gfriends and yangyang and zhengtian was around, haa.

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And lastly, I really wanna watch KungFu Panda 2!!



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MAY twentyone[SAT]

Today was a super tiring day. Fender shifted from T11a for breakfast to FC2 for lunch and back to T11a for activity and back to FC2 for dinner and then to T11a for supper. Other than this, went over to clementi 3 times to get 40 apples banana raffia strings masking tape and food for vegetarian. Lucky there's unclelee with me. Plus, 400 packets of food needed to be shifted from FC3 to FC2 for breakfast and lunch and dinner.

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Actually, this is the first time I did so many things for logistic. I don't remember doing so much or having the need to physically carry so many things. Even if there is, is not like constantly having to shift things from one location to another. Oh well's. And, tomorrow's meeting change to 130. Even more reclutant to stay. So in the end decided to come home earlier. By the time we finished with sunday's games' log, it's like 130. Lucky Junhui fetch me home.

Oh well's. I guess, this would probably be the last time I'm helping for POC. And the same as before, I would rather do logistic than any other roles in the camp, haa.

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And lastly, I didn't do any mask on friday, so I did it today! YAY!

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Saturday, May 21, 2011

MAY twenty[FRI]

Boon Chong just came back from debrief.

Just you know, Boon Chong is the logistic head for this POC. He seems realiable though, haa. Other than him, there's Edmund- food log, Wei Jian, Samual, Halim and Adam. Boon Chong said that my sister- camp officer in charge said that I complain alot but do nothing.

LQTM. Seriously. I do complain alot, but I didn't do nothing. Edmund would know best. Haa, we can't judge the book by it's cover can we? Oh well's, and I didn't really bother to explain what I'd did because no point too. I just told the log comm whatever. Haa, okay, maybe it sounds a little rude here. But mean no harm k.

Oh well's. Gotta turn in soon, need to wake up at 7am tomorrow. Ok, maybe 730 to help out with the food.

And lastly, nobody wants to be the last one there. Goodnight.



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Saturday, May 14, 2011

MAY twelve[THURS] - MAY twenty[FRI]

"They did not display the scars of their lives for all to appraise and pity."
-The keeper, Sarah Langann.

This is so shit! I finally bought Perks of being a wallflower and Live to tell, but then now I wanna get The keeper too. Oh my, I really gotta finish these two first! Haa, seriously, good books are everywhere. Haa.

"I don't remember that night much anymore. In the beginning, it seems like you'll never forget. But time is a nebulous thing, especially for a child. And year by year, bit by bit. details start to fade from my memory. Coping skills, Dr. Frank assured me. The natural evolution of my psyche starting to heal. Nothing to feel guilty about.

But of course I do."

Prologue of Live to tell. I can't wait to get started on this book.

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Last saturday went to Baoren's Birthday and the guys and girls, Yangyang Zhengtian Dennis Weilee Baoren Zhenglong Yuan Towtow and I went over to JP's Mc to chill. And amazingly we stayed till quite late. Baoren was the clown. Made me laugh alot. Haa.

Sunday headed over to JB with Yuan Ahgirl and Midori. Ate alot of good food and watch Priest. I would love to go with them to JB once in a while. Though we don't have car, but the company was great, haa. And so sorry to yuan for being late.

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Wednesday went over to watch Gantz with ahgirl, and yeah Gantz there's part 2 too. Oh well's, been spending alot money on movies. I probably shouldn't watch all the movies. Haa. But I'm grateful for the company cause I really wanna catch this film.

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Yesterday was supposed to be the last day at work, but agreed to help out one last day which is on the 26th. Decided to write a little thought about my one year in Laneige. 12th of May was exactly a year I'd been with them. Not that it was super awesome, oh well's, it wasn't exactly that bad. I get to know alot of product knowledge which I didn't know before. I met nice good colleagues like peyyun weiqi and jesslyn, of course there's one or two I really wouldn't mingle with but yet, they are those that stood by me and believe in me when I'm in need of comfort.

There's a part of me that would not forget about it. I'm sure.

My favorite counter is probably Takashimaya, but I'll be kinda stress whenever I'm allocated there. City square is the worst. Quiet and cold, but I'm not stress when I'm scheduled there. And I got to meet this really nice girl from OPI, Jocelyn. We had lunch together which is kinda amazing cause you know, I don't really mingle with people from my work place. Not that I can't, but yeah, don't see a point to. There's dear cindy and candy from another brand which now we sort of have supper often. It's awesome to have friendship growing out of the relationship. Haa, oh well's, there's both good and bad for all outlets. No wonder they say you can't have the best of both worlds.

And sometimes I feel like I'm a monster.

When I'm to pissed off or angry or not happy, thoughts like karma will befall on them, or like what goes around comes around and such will strike my mind. And when I'm feeling better, looking back and knowing I had such thoughts when I'm angry makes me feel like I'm a monster.

No wonder Tumblr always say, Monsters are real. They lived in us. And, I don't like it feeling this way.

Anyway, met up Junhui for movie yesterday too. Detective 2. Not particular cool like fast 5, but not that bad. Average kinda movie I guess? Just that some parts it's kinda confusing whose the real murderer, which I wonder was it something good? Or bad. Went home straight after that. Oh well's, I was hoping for supper cause I love food. But he'd got 830am shift today. Too bad. And a point to note, he overspeed. Like not supposed to exceed 90km/h and he drove at almost 120km/h? My god. Anyways, he said he'll keep track on it.

Later, I'm gonna go back POC and helped out. I wonder would it be fun? Though I'm kinda anticipating it. Haa. Last POC, Wilfred and my so-call husband Eric were CJWD sweet. They bought me soyabean milk at night after lights out because I like it. Oh well. Good memories from the last POC.

And the moon was really beautiful yesterday. It was big and bright and a little orange-g, but after the movie it suddenly became smaller like the usual one we saw. Junhui said the moon is like me, watched the movie, tio scared dao, so became smaller.

-.-'' And I thought it's not funny.

Oh well's, this's a looooooooong post. Haa, See ya tonight. Shall blog if I'm free tonight.



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Thursday, May 12, 2011

MAY eleven[WED]

The Edge Chronicles is one of those series that I really love. I read the first to the seventh book, but there's a total of nine. It consist of three trilogies focusing on three characters, Quint, Twig and Rook. I really want to buy the whole series with the additional two stories on Cloud Wolf and The Stone Pilot. I really really miss these three trilogies. The best one is Beyond the deep woods (Twig trilogy).

Stormchaser, Edgedancer, Skyraider. Hoho, beautiful names with nice illustration. Maybe I should just check it out tomorrow.

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Celebrated Teo Teng Teng's birthday today at Sukudo and amazingly, the whole of hyattist were there! Took neoprints and bid goodbye to Teo Teng Teng. Hope she had fun today.

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MAY ten[TUE]

Simple truths of live:
"It's ok to change your mind about people and things in your life, just try to make sense."
"Being successful means something to each person. Respect that."
"No one will grant your wishes, you better make them happen."
"Your salary doesn't determine how good of a person you are."
"Thinking too much of a problem, won't make it necessarily easier to solve."
"Quality beats quantity."
and
"Someday you'll miss today."
-Tumblr http://bit.ly/kzvNVP

I asked my mum if the flower is a fake one. She smelled it, plucked one petal and said, "REAL ONE." O.O Oh my god, does she really have to pluck out the petals just to check if it's real?!

Haa, and lastly, every finish line is a beginning of a new race. - Twitter.



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Tuesday, May 10, 2011

MYTH ON INTROVERTS.
Source: http://www.1000notes.com/post/5318201445/via-1000notesdotcom

Myth #1 – Introverts don’t like to talk.
This is not true. Introverts just don’t talk unless they have something to say. They hate small talk. Get an introvert talking about something they are interested in, and they won’t shut up for days.

Myth #2 – Introverts are shy.
Shyness has nothing to do with being an Introvert. Introverts are not necessarily afraid of people. What they need is a reason to interact. They don’t interact for the sake of interacting. If you want to talk to an Introvert, just start talking. Don’t worry about being polite.

Myth #3 – Introverts are rude.
Introverts often don’t see a reason for beating around the bush with social pleasantries. They want everyone to just be real and honest. Unfortunately, this is not acceptable in most settings, so Introverts can feel a lot of pressure to fit in, which they find exhausting.

Myth #4 – Introverts don’t like people.
On the contrary, Introverts intensely value the few friends they have. They can count their close friends on one hand. If you are lucky enough for an introvert to consider you a friend, you probably have a loyal ally for life. Once you have earned their respect as being a person of substance, you’re in.

Myth #5 – Introverts don’t like to go out in public.
Nonsense. Introverts just don’t like to go out in public FOR AS LONG. They also like to avoid the complications that are involved in public activities. They take in data and experiences very quickly, and as a result, don’t need to be there for long to “get it.” They’re ready to go home, recharge, and process it all. In fact, recharging is absolutely crucial for Introverts.

Myth #6 – Introverts always want to be alone.
Introverts are perfectly comfortable with their own thoughts. They think a lot. They daydream. They like to have problems to work on, puzzles to solve. But they can also get incredibly lonely if they don’t have anyone to share their discoveries with. They crave an authentic and sincere connection with ONE PERSON at a time.

Myth #7 – Introverts are weird.
Introverts are often individualists. They don’t follow the crowd. They’d prefer to be valued for their novel ways of living. They think for themselves and because of that, they often challenge the norm. They don’t make most decisions based on what is popular or trendy.

Myth #8 – Introverts are aloof nerds.
Introverts are people who primarily look inward, paying close attention to their thoughts and emotions. It’s not that they are incapable of paying attention to what is going on around them, it’s just that their inner world is much more stimulating and rewarding to them.

Myth #9 – Introverts don’t know how to relax and have fun.
Introverts typically relax at home or in nature, not in busy public places. Introverts are not thrill seekers and adrenaline junkies. If there is too much talking and noise going on, they shut down. Their brains are too sensitive to the neurotransmitter called Dopamine. Introverts and Extroverts have different dominant neuro-pathways. Just look it up.

Myth #10 – Introverts can fix themselves and become Extroverts.
Introverts cannot “fix themselves” and deserve respect for their natural temperament and contributions to the human race. In fact, one study (Silverman, 1986) showed that the percentage of Introverts increases with IQ.

Now that I'd read this, am I an introvert or extroverts?!



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MAY nine[MON]

FOUR MONTHS OF WORRIES FINALLY ENDED TODAY; APPOINTMENT SIGNED WITH UGL SERVICES AKA PREMAS.

It's the happiest thing that can happen today.

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Monday, May 09, 2011

MAY eight[SUN]

"Director of the Prisoner of Azkaban, Alfonso Cuarón asked each of the three young actors to write an essay on their character. Radcliffe, true to Harry, was reasonably pleased with his short essay. Rupert Grint, true to Ron, did not write the essay. Emma Watson, true to Hermione, wrote sixteen pages."
-Tumblr http://lizzydizzy24.tumblr.com/post/4981759036/director-of-the-prisoner-of-azkaban-alfonso-cuaron

Oh yeah, I finished Lisa Gardner's The Neighbour, another good book. But, Alone is so much better. Heh, now I'm struggling to get either Perks of being a wallflower or just get started with one of the memoirs I had bought but hadn't read. Hoho, whatever it is, a new book makes me happy.

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Anyway, headed over to 2D1N for dinner and BenTen for desserts with my dear family. It occur to me how much I couldn't leave them, especially my parents. I had a great day today, really.

I love them very very very much.

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Tomorrow gonna head down Chaichi to sign appointment, I'm excited and anxious. Goodnight.

"Yes, sometimes I like spending time alone.
But I am not a loner."
-Tumblr http://yes-butno.tumblr.com/post/4860389226



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