Saturday, November 28, 2009
NOVEMBER twentyeight[SAT]
Quote of the day,
from the series 命中注定我爱你,
陈凤娇 once said:
"女人怀孕有什么好, 男人面前没行情 女人面前被同情"
[=
You know what?
Finally,
Collection had come to an end,
or rather,
we're only waiting for debrief,
the main part for collectiong had passed.
[=
I realised,
it's kinda difficult to be a leader
that is trying to be likeable
and at the same time,
strong,
able to get things done.
I realised,
especially with the 3 senior boys
and that particular protective guy,
it's not really easy to be likeable
and at the same time,
their leader.
I realised,
even though I hate it to be this way,
I rather be strong
and get our things done
than to be likeable and in the end,
nothing's done.
I realised,
I really really
really don't like to make decision,
instead I prefer to not use my brain
and be just a little follower.
I realised,
at the very end,
everything seems to turn out fine,
even though there were lots of changes
and at times,
too much for me to handle,
things went on and well.
And most importantly I realised,
till the very end,
my collection teammate did not walk out on me.
Thank you,
yaohan jon shijun yixian xiaomin shikuan and benni,
[=
tILL tHEN.
Tomorrow will be another extraordinary day again. Goodbye world ♥
11:55 PM
11:55 PM
NOVEMBER twentyseven[FRI]
Quote of the day,
once seen from the internet,
Elbert Hubbard once said:
"The greatest mistake you can make in life,
is to continuesly fearing you will make another one"
[=
Was late for meeting,
and bascially spent the whole afternoon
meeting eating printing and laughing.
Well,
at least I did laugh
and make myself happy.
[=
I'm quite reculant
to go for today's outing,
but when I finally decided to go,
OH crap~
we haven finish all out stuff.
-.-''
Then,
instead of meeting Ate do report,
met my daddy mummy and jijie
at bugis to eat and shop.
SHOPPING WITH THEM IS THE BEST.
Basically,
I don't have to pay anything,
I guesses in their eyes,
I'm still not financially ready huh?
^^
But then,
I rather not be ready,
can forever be pampered,
can forever be spoilt by them.
^^
Jeans and two top,
thanks to my daddy mummy and jijie.
I love my family.
[=
Lastly,
was walking through Kinokuniya
and I saw this paragraph;
"When I was little I used to pour salt on slugs.
I liked watching them dissolve before my eyes.
Cruetly is always sort of fun
until you realized that someone's getting hurt.
This work with snails, too.
And leeches, and people likeme.
With any creatures, really,
too thin-skinned to stand up for themselves"
Adapted from,
Jodi Picoult's nineteen minutes.
Until you realized someone's getting hurt,
if not cruetly will always be sort of fun.
Until you've gone through it yourself,
you'll never be able to understand the it.
That's all folks.
tILL tHEN.
Tomorrow will be another extraordinary day again. Goodbye world ♥
1:14 AM
1:14 AM
Friday, November 27, 2009
AFTER COLLECTION I WANT A BREAK.
EVERYDAY IS MY DAY AND EVERYDAY IS A HAPPY DAY.
Is not no ownership
Is not no ownership
if I don't even care of the god damn 12o foodpacks
I would have fled by now.
Not I want to quarrel
but when everybody's tired
more responsibilites would make you pissed off.
Whatever it is,
I still love my sister,
very very much,
so much that I don't want to start a quarrel.
Not I want to quarrel
but when everybody's tired
more responsibilites would make you pissed off.
Whatever it is,
I still love my sister,
very very much,
so much that I don't want to start a quarrel.
tILL tHEN.
Tomorrow will be another extraordinary day again. Goodbye world ♥
2:51 AM
2:51 AM
NOVEMBER twentysix[THURS]
Quote of the day,
once seen from the internet:
"I don't miss you and I alone,
I miss you and I, together"
[=
First and foremost,
if I'm in bad temper
or seems to be in a bad mood,
and if I ever offended you,
I'm so sorry.
Late night calls
and last mintue works
plus all homeworks waiting for approval
is killing me and my brain cells.
It's not the doing part that is stressful,
it's while waiting for them
to finish their work
and the time of approval
that is very stressful.
I don't know why,
it just happened this way.
So if I seems po,
and if I offended you,
I really didn't want to,
I just can't control.
Sorry humans,
each and everyone of us
has our "stretch to the limit" times,
and I guessed,
this is one of it huh?
Sigh,
suan le.
Anyway,
suddenly remembered this;
Love is giving someone the chance
to destroy you and trusting them not to.
同理可证
Teamwork is giving someone the chance
to destroy your project and trusting them not to.
Haa.
I must be thinking too much sgb
that even a simple quote
can be link to the my collection team.
Anyway,
We shall see then,
and that's all folks.
and my daddy won 2900 bucks today,
tILL tHEN.
Quote of the day,
once seen from the internet:
"I don't miss you and I alone,
I miss you and I, together"
[=
First and foremost,
if I'm in bad temper
or seems to be in a bad mood,
and if I ever offended you,
I'm so sorry.
Late night calls
and last mintue works
plus all homeworks waiting for approval
is killing me and my brain cells.
It's not the doing part that is stressful,
it's while waiting for them
to finish their work
and the time of approval
that is very stressful.
I don't know why,
it just happened this way.
So if I seems po,
and if I offended you,
I really didn't want to,
I just can't control.
Sorry humans,
each and everyone of us
has our "stretch to the limit" times,
and I guessed,
this is one of it huh?
Sigh,
suan le.
Anyway,
suddenly remembered this;
Love is giving someone the chance
to destroy you and trusting them not to.
同理可证
Teamwork is giving someone the chance
to destroy your project and trusting them not to.
Haa.
I must be thinking too much sgb
that even a simple quote
can be link to the my collection team.
Anyway,
We shall see then,
and that's all folks.
and my daddy won 2900 bucks today,
tILL tHEN.
Tomorrow will be another extraordinary day again. Goodbye world ♥
12:43 AM
12:43 AM
Thursday, November 26, 2009
NOVEMBER twentyfive[WED]
Quote of the day,
once see at the botanic garden:
"What thou seekest is a shadow"
Till now,
I still doesn't know what does this mean,
but somehow I kept remembering it.
Weird.
[=
Responsibility.
It's a simple word
but yet it's not as simple as I think it is.
I tried not to make myself dislike it,
but it's not easy
when the event is in 2 days time
and most of the things are yet to be confirm.
Things get very tough,
when everything are not in good shape
and decision need to be make.
I don't know,
probably I'm not ready yet,
not even after IPOD event,
or maybe,
I simply hate responsibility.
I guessed,
only time will tell huh?
[=
That's all folks.
although it's tiring I'll never regret,
tILL tHEN.
Tomorrow will be another extraordinary day again. Goodbye world ♥
1:45 AM
1:45 AM
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
NOVEMBER twentyfour[TUE]
Quote of the day,
Akiyamasan once said:
"Drawing flowers on a sheet of paper,
believing it can attract butterflies. Simply unrealistic"
Alot of human
seems to be not in good conditions,
either injured if not well,
death.
Well,
time to take care of ourselves.
[=
MBW IS REALLY STRESS,
I'll practically pull out my hair
if I didn't manage to complete it.
I really do not understand
how can Alvin did it perfectly
when he'll sleeping in class?
TIAN AR.,
I want to be a genius too!
Haa.
And lastly,
jinyi said my datui looks bigger today!
MEI SI GUO AR!!
Ahyo,
time to trim some fats.
Haa.
RIP,
tILL tHEN.
Tomorrow will be another extraordinary day again. Goodbye world ♥
11:10 PM
11:10 PM
It's damn gross can!!!
But it's fake de, heh. XD
NOVEMBER twentythree[MON]
Quote of the day,
from the series Style,
Lee Seo Jung once said:
"Can you hear it?
The sound of poision spreading through my body."
[=
I don't know,
meeting always make me stress
and presentation always
make me look like a dumbdumb.
I dislike going unprepared
and basically I hate changes,
I don't like last-mintue stuff.
But well,
the only thing in life that is constant is changes,
isn't it?
[=
CHEER UP,
everything will be over
in a blink of an eye.
AND
A BLINK OF AN EYE = FOUR DAYS.
-.-''
Suan le
and that's all folks.
tILL tHEN.
But it's fake de, heh. XD
NOVEMBER twentythree[MON]
Quote of the day,
from the series Style,
Lee Seo Jung once said:
"Can you hear it?
The sound of poision spreading through my body."
[=
I don't know,
meeting always make me stress
and presentation always
make me look like a dumbdumb.
I dislike going unprepared
and basically I hate changes,
I don't like last-mintue stuff.
But well,
the only thing in life that is constant is changes,
isn't it?
[=
CHEER UP,
everything will be over
in a blink of an eye.
AND
A BLINK OF AN EYE = FOUR DAYS.
-.-''
Suan le
and that's all folks.
tILL tHEN.
Tomorrow will be another extraordinary day again. Goodbye world ♥
10:58 PM
10:58 PM
Monday, November 23, 2009
HOW!! I look round siax.
NOVEMBER twentytwo[SUN]
Quote of the day,
Akiayamasan once said:
"I don't want a boyfriend that owns a car,
I want a boyfriend that will bring me home"
I remembered,
there was this incident
whereby baby and I went recee our workplace
and we somehow got lost.
It was dark and quiet,
like in it's own world,
it seems detached from our world.
At that point of time,
I realised that so what if anybody has a car,
isn't someone that is
willing to bring me home more important?
I don't want a boyfriend that owns a car,
I want a boyfriend that will bring me home.
[=
Study at mac,
PHEW!~
At least I'd completed 2 topics
from the module Econs
and done my BMT homework.
^^
I was siting by the window,
when it remembered a particular incident,
an incident which I can never forget.
There was once Darlyn and I
went to mac to eat and chilled,
plainly eat and chilled,
we weren't a bother
nor did we create a scene.
Then out of nowhere,
these two kids appeared out of nowhere
and out of fun,
pour water onto our bag
which was then on the chair beside us.
We ran out of mac
and I called up my mum.
I remembered she said
it's ok and just forget about it,
I felt angry,
I mean those kids are not suppose to do this,
and they shouldnt't be even doing it!
To be honest,
at that point of time,
I really hate myself for being useless.
I hate myself for not being able to fight back,
I hate myself not being able to be independent,
and I hate myself not being able to protect myself.
It was my first time being so useless.
After a while,
somehow the two kids and I talked,
somehow I got very angry
and somehow I behaved alot like a bullier.
I shouted at the two boys
and the moment I stepped out of the door,
I knew I shouldn't have done that.
And guess what?
For weeks,
I felt really awful,
I'm so shameful of my behaviour
that I didn't dare to speak of this incident.
I had never told anyone about it,
I didn't share it during oslt08 Life's Journey,
even baby doesn't even know about this,
and that's how shameful I am.
And until now,
whenever I thought of this incident,
I feel awful about it,
and I just couldn't shake it off.
I don't know,
maybe because of this incident,
I've grown to be a girl
that are known to be quite violent
so as to protect myself,
if not I've grown up to be someone
that only ask favor from close ones,
simply because I'm afraid of rejection,
just like what my mum did.
I'm not blaming my mummy,
I mean I really understand that
she couldn't really do anything as well.
I'm just blaming myself.
I guessed,
I can never forget it.
Classic of the day:
Ate and I went to study at mac,
she and I just used liquid paper.
Huiqi: *I want liquid paper cover*(telling her using hand sign)
Ate: *Flip paper* *Flip book* *Look at me*
*Flip pencilbox* *Flip worksheet* *Look at me*
We keep finding,
and we can't find it.
Then we gave up
and start writing notes again,
suddenly Ate throw the cap on the table.
Ate: Cap on my hand.
-.-''
I DON'T KNOW WHY
I GOT SUCH DUMB FRIENDS!!
Haa,
and that's all folks.
tILL tHEN.
Tomorrow will be another extraordinary day again. Goodbye world ♥
12:54 AM
12:54 AM
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Dinner with mummy and daddy XD! :
NOVEMBER twentyone[SAT]
Quote of the day,
from the series 黑糖群侠传,
令狐聪 once said:
"人重要的是将来, 不是过去, 不是吗?"
[=
I can't use
my previous blogskin anymore,
because the photo is sort of can't be used.
My main point is,
I CANNOT FIND ANOTHER
NEW BLOGSKIN THAT I REALLY LIKE!
-.-''
Temporary I'm going to use this first,
once I've found something I really like,
I'll use that.
[=
Piichai told me,
"I don't feel so batman le"
Batman?
I guess,
you all confirm
don't know what is it right?
so I went to ask him
and then I understand:
Batman = bian fu xia = painful siax
-.-''
Haa!
It's damn funny right?!
Classic of the day:
Baby came my home to stay.
Baby: wo you dai green tea lai, ni yao ma?
Huiqi: YAO!!
Baby: shi pao de.
-.-''
Baby ar,
normal humans being will say,
wo you dai zi ji pao de green tea, ni yao ma,
instead of telling got green tea
then after I said I want,
you said is zi ji pao one.
Haa,
and that's all folks.
tILL tHEN.
NOVEMBER twentyone[SAT]
Quote of the day,
from the series 黑糖群侠传,
令狐聪 once said:
"人重要的是将来, 不是过去, 不是吗?"
[=
I can't use
my previous blogskin anymore,
because the photo is sort of can't be used.
My main point is,
I CANNOT FIND ANOTHER
NEW BLOGSKIN THAT I REALLY LIKE!
-.-''
Temporary I'm going to use this first,
once I've found something I really like,
I'll use that.
[=
Piichai told me,
"I don't feel so batman le"
Batman?
I guess,
you all confirm
don't know what is it right?
so I went to ask him
and then I understand:
Batman = bian fu xia = painful siax
-.-''
Haa!
It's damn funny right?!
Classic of the day:
Baby came my home to stay.
Baby: wo you dai green tea lai, ni yao ma?
Huiqi: YAO!!
Baby: shi pao de.
-.-''
Baby ar,
normal humans being will say,
wo you dai zi ji pao de green tea, ni yao ma,
instead of telling got green tea
then after I said I want,
you said is zi ji pao one.
Haa,
and that's all folks.
tILL tHEN.
Tomorrow will be another extraordinary day again. Goodbye world ♥
12:14 AM
12:14 AM
Saturday, November 21, 2009
NOVEMBER twenty[FRI]
Quote of the day,
from the series 黑糖群侠传,
伊贺苍太 once said:
"一场失败, 并不代表场场都失败"
[=
My archives.
I was looking back on my past post,
and I saw this particular one
which I wrote down a question
that sebastian had asked me.
He questioned,
"Why do people blog?"
At that time,
my answer was,
"Ben xiao jie also do not know why I blog"
But now,
my answer is I blog to remember.
[=
Shijun replied my message
with a single word NOPE.
Well,
I really do hope that
he really meant
nope he's not serious about it yesterday.
Anyway,
and flyers in the morning,
and this was the first time
I ENJOYED GIVING OUT FLYERS.
I realised,
it's the people whom I'm with
that made a difference this morning.
[=
And lastly,
I forgot to zip my zip
from school all the way to CCK,
lucky I wore long shirt
that can cover it up today.
wahaahaahaa.
tILL tHEN.
Tomorrow will be another extraordinary day again. Goodbye world ♥
10:17 PM
10:17 PM
It finally broke! :
NOVEMBER nineteen[THURS]
Quote of the day,
from the series 换换爱,
someone is the series once said:
"没有人应该因为另外一个人 而活不下去"
Shijun said,
he really doesn't like me.
This is the first time in my life
that someone said to me
straight in my face he doesn't like me.
I don't know if it's meant to hurt,
I'm not even sure if he really mean it,
but it simply doesn't feel good.
一个人做的东西并不是每一个人都会喜欢
Not that I think everybody will like me,
I'm just shocked by the fact that
someone actually said it to me.
I don't know,
maybe I'll feel better tomorrow
and that's all folks.
tILL tHEN.
NOVEMBER nineteen[THURS]
Quote of the day,
from the series 换换爱,
someone is the series once said:
"没有人应该因为另外一个人 而活不下去"
Shijun said,
he really doesn't like me.
This is the first time in my life
that someone said to me
straight in my face he doesn't like me.
I don't know if it's meant to hurt,
I'm not even sure if he really mean it,
but it simply doesn't feel good.
一个人做的东西并不是每一个人都会喜欢
Not that I think everybody will like me,
I'm just shocked by the fact that
someone actually said it to me.
I don't know,
maybe I'll feel better tomorrow
and that's all folks.
tILL tHEN.
Tomorrow will be another extraordinary day again. Goodbye world ♥
8:53 PM
8:53 PM
HuangAte is always so pink!! (:
The cupboard so big we can stand in it!!
TRIAL ONE:
TRIAL TWO:
Headless ghost XD! :
Detached body XD! :
Suicide in the cupboard XD! :
Normal evil doll XD! :
Broken neck XD! :
Baby said it's not scary, so I decided to ACT CUTE instead XD! :
They asked me to look far far and comb my hair -.-''
BUT IT'S NOT EVEN LIKE SCARY?! :
Baby said I look like I'm looking for my sanyangzhuo(split end)!!
Gave up trying to be scary again XD! :
NOVEMBER eighteen[WED]
Quote of the day,
once seen from somewhere:
"需要道歉的时候, 表示错误已经造成了"
[=
Today was such a tiring day,
however I am really happy.
I remembered smsing our dear EXCO guys,
asking them if they can help
to move our clubroom to our new room,
and guess what?
Only Shikuan bothered to reply.
But today,
shikuan sebastian wilfred hath
and even ronald came
and stayed till we finished up everthing.
Sometimes,
although smsing and replying and words are important,
ACTION STILL SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS.
(:
And laiowen so man today can?
first time seeing him so man.
Haa,
and that's all folks.
tILL tHEN.
The cupboard so big we can stand in it!!
TRIAL ONE:
TRIAL TWO:
Headless ghost XD! :
Detached body XD! :
Suicide in the cupboard XD! :
Normal evil doll XD! :
Broken neck XD! :
Baby said it's not scary, so I decided to ACT CUTE instead XD! :
They asked me to look far far and comb my hair -.-''
BUT IT'S NOT EVEN LIKE SCARY?! :
Baby said I look like I'm looking for my sanyangzhuo(split end)!!
Gave up trying to be scary again XD! :
NOVEMBER eighteen[WED]
Quote of the day,
once seen from somewhere:
"需要道歉的时候, 表示错误已经造成了"
[=
Today was such a tiring day,
however I am really happy.
I remembered smsing our dear EXCO guys,
asking them if they can help
to move our clubroom to our new room,
and guess what?
Only Shikuan bothered to reply.
But today,
shikuan sebastian wilfred hath
and even ronald came
and stayed till we finished up everthing.
Sometimes,
although smsing and replying and words are important,
ACTION STILL SPEAKS LOUDER THAN WORDS.
(:
And laiowen so man today can?
first time seeing him so man.
Haa,
and that's all folks.
tILL tHEN.
Tomorrow will be another extraordinary day again. Goodbye world ♥
7:29 PM
7:29 PM